So this is not how I pictured high school going. I have about 10 credits I need to make up by May 2013 if I wanted to graduating on time. Sadly I don't see that happening. In the ONE class that I'm attempting, I am at the very beginning of last semester and I have 3 months to finish. Call me crazy, but I don't see that happening! Its crazy how much I miss my school. I miss everything about it. I miss walking to classes and chatting with friends in the hall, I miss cheering on the schools sports, I miss the boring learning and weird inside jokes with teachers. I even miss the building itself. I just want to walk into my school for any random reason, except the walk from the parking lot to the front of the school would count as my hike of the day!
How other people see my life:
Sleeping in late every day, my mother letting me drink powerade every day, Watching TV, Little to no school work, oh and can't forget my super convenient Handicap parking!
How I see my life:
sucks, sucks, sucks, SUCKS!! at least i get food.
How my life really is:
Sleeping a lot but never enough.. you'd think I'm addicted to sleeping or something. Forced to drink Powerade for its electrolytes except I'm sick of it and kind of want to throw it out the window. Even searching for a new movie is too exhausting, so i Watch reruns of TV series on Netfilx wishing I could sleep. I miss school and would LOVE to go back or take my sister's place in school! if only we could switch roles... And my parking, yeah really convenient except the store is still too far away.
However, I have a few alternate options for school. I could just retake my entire junior year, but I've every opposed to that idea since I've already repeated one grade. Sure it was for an entirely different circumstance, but I'm still very opposed. The next option is bust my butt over the summer with community college classes and then go to school AND take online classes. Only problem with that is I don't have the stamina for that. DUH!! Another option is get my GED. That is seriously sounding like the best option at the moment. I could technically still finish high school if I wanted but all those technicalities I'd figure out later. School is school and one way or the other I'll figure out what to do. Although... If you know me, I'm not exactly the most decisive person BUT that's why I have a mom!
I'm wishing myself luck and hoping for the best!! HA! I wish I always felt that optimistic! It's kind of hard to do sometimes, but really what am I going to achieve if I'm throwing myself a pity party? Actually on some days it gets ride of all my frustration because I can't exactly do anything like yoga or run to get rid of it. But not my point! just hang in there everyone!
